These Drugs letra

I don't wanna do drugs anymore
If you saw me through the eyes of a bathroom stall
Your skin would crawl
I'm high

But I am not a sycophant for a good time
I only wanted to escape my mind
For one night, know what happiness feels like
But the nightmare I'm ignoring is darker in the morning

It's a band-aid on a broken arm
It's a siren sounding out alarm
A fucked-up version of self-harm
And it's louder than a cry for help
When I destroy my mental health
Because I don't respect myself

Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
All I ever do is cry
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
All I ever do is cry

I don't wanna go to bed alone
So I let another stranger take me home
I drink to numb the pain
And you would do it too if you would share my brain

Everybody that I love gets hurt
And I'm learning to believe that I just deserve
The demons I'm ignoring
And the regret in the morning

It's a fucking domino effect
A prison cell inside my head
A trauma that I can't forget
And it's louder than a cry for help
When I destroy my mental health
Because I fucking hate myself

Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
All I ever do is cry
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up

All I ever do is
Cry, cry
I only ever
Cry, cry
I only ever
Cry, cry
I only ever
Cry, cry
I only ever

Damned if I do and bored if I don't
And I should get clean again but I won't
I told you that I don't need help
Because I lie to myself

I'm damned if I do and bored if I don't
And I should get clean again but I won't
I wanna be someone else
Because I'm scared of myself
Sometimes I'm scared of myself

Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
All I ever do is cry
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up

All I ever do is
Cry, cry
I only ever
Cry, cry
I only ever
Cry, cry
I only ever
Cry, cry
I only ever cry

Baby Queen - Letras

• 23
• All The Things
• American Dream (feat. MAY-A)
• Baby Kingdom
• Buzzkill
• Colours Of You
• Colours Of You (Nick And Charlie Version)
• Colours Of You (Slowed And Reverbed Version)
• Die Alone
• Dover Beach
• Dover Beach Pt. 2
• Dream Girl
• Fake Believe
• Grow Up
• i can’t get my shit together
• I'm a Mess
• Internet Religion
• kid genius
• Lazy
• Love Killer
• Medicine
• Narcissist
• Nobody Really Cares
• Online Dating
• Pretty Girl Lie
• Quarter Life Crisis
• Raw Thoughts
• Ride Or Die
• Santa Baby
• These Drugs
• u suck!
• Wannabe
• Want Me
• We Can Be Anything
• You Shaped Hole